indecisions

Hello!<3 how are you today? Long time not blogging, hehe. I'm preparing my test on 4th june. Wish me pass the test. I'm afraid that I won't pass the test. T~T

So, I want to tell you about boys.. :P

Actually, I ever try to make a boy I like fell in love with me. There are 2 boys that fell for me. LOL. The first, he is kind la~ haha. But I more interested with the second guy, kkk~ I don't know why, I thought he never fell in love with me, but he did.. And then we close~~~ and then we have some arguments that make us like a strangers again. Pitty us, :( But now, we back to normal again. Talk to each other, caring with each other, hehe. Don't ask me that question... I don't know the answer. Really, it's so confusing. But, I know I can't have his heart anymore, because of one reason. And I disappointed him. He really hates it. But yeah, he chasing for another girl, but that girl didn't like him, lucky me(?) haha ~~ And then we are here... Care with each other, but a it becomes awkward. :( I wish we could back like we did before, for sure!!~~

I don't know why, I can't really love the person that ever broke my heart, I know it's already past. But I will not forget those things. I love him so much, really, before he did that. I also never text with another boy!!!~~ About second chance? I'm not so sure... Well, he is changed already [ become better la ]