everything has changed

don't u feel like that everything is changed now? I just dont know how u feel. Hell yea now I know how it feels when someone u love today make u so special but then leave u like shit. and then come back like nothing's happen. I know how it feels. now.. Nothing's special anymore. And the most important things is everything is seriously changed since i'm in high school. oh, is this the process of growing up? No more sweet words, no more sweet things. I shouldn't fall this hard tho. maybe i'm tired, tired of being nice, tired of being kind, i wish i can turn into someone that so cold, so everyone will afraid of me, and bashful to me. I'm tired to act like everything is okay, sometimes i really want to mutiny, but i can't... I miss the old us..